tired

im not in the mood to write

im not in the mood to read

im just too tired

to tell wrong from right

tired of bullshit

tired of lies

tired of playing the game

and im done with it

Rain

Oh darling, don't cry

I know you feel useless

But I think you never learned that

The rain is depressed, too.

You see her often,

But only hear her at night

Softly weeping as her tears fall on your roof.

Hated by many and loved by few,

She feels as if she is only a hindrance.

And yet,

I hope someday she'll realize

That without her we'd die.

Without her the grass would not grow.

Rivers would dry up.

And life would cease to exist.

Oh darling, you are like the rain

And you have a purpose in life

Even if things do not appear that way.

yo

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? -the last person I text is a girl, so no.
2. You talked to an ex today, correct? -no
3. Have you taken someones virginity? -I still a virgin duh
4. Is trust a big issue for you? -yep
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? -I do no like anybody, so nope
6. What are you excited for? -food (ps : I'm really hungry right now)
7. What happened tonight? -well maybe I'm going to pack my things or I'm going to my cousin's house
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? -depends. if she really needs it, then no. if they doesn't need it but do it, then yes.
9. Is confidence cute? -sometimes
10. What is the last beverage you had? -teh ais
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? -nobody
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? - yes
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? -reading some books/drawing/listening to music/do homework
14. What are you going to spend money on next? -back to school stuff
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? -idk
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? -yes
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? -with people who I trusted the most
18. The last time you felt broken? -when I have fight with ex-best friend
19. Have you had sex today? -no
20. Are you starting to realize anything? -yes, my ex-best friend is bipolar
21. Are you in a good mood? -no, I'm hungry and I just saw my ex-best friend on my tumblr dashboard
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? -yes, it must be cool to see people (fish) afraid of you
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? -uh yes, my mom has the black color
24. What do you want right this second? -mac book pro, food
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? -I thought we had a thing
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? -YES! and I like it very much
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? -no
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? -uh uh!! I know. last night I was reading a book name 'Prank War' and it is really funny xD
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? -idk
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? -some people
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? -the last boy is my cousin so no.
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? -nooo
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? -nope
34. Listening to? -Requiem for a Dream by Clint Mansell
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? -yes and I love pencil so much
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? -idk
37. Do you believe in love at first sight? -idk
38. Who did you last call? -my dad i think
39. Who was the last person you danced with? -I dance alone
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? -we were playing 'kawin kawin'
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? -idk
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? -no
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? -every time ugh
44. Do you tan in the nude? -nope
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? -uh idk
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? -no. I was reading a book
47. Who was the last person to call you? -Madam Renuka and she asked me about could we have an interview on this Sunday about her assignment
48. Do you sing in the shower? -no but my cousin always does it. such a shame
49. Do you dance in the car? -yes
50. Ever used a bow and arrow? -yes! when I was a kid and it's kinda hard bc I'm a bit weak
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? -before going to Thailand for a passport
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? -yes
53. Is Christmas stressful? -idk
54. Ever eat a pierogi? -what is that?
55. Favorite type of fruit pie? -blueberry, strawberry
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? -scientist
57. Do you believe in ghosts? -idk
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? -yes
59. Take a vitamin daily? -no
60. Wear slippers? -no
61. Wear a bath robe? -secret
62. What do you wear to bed? -nothing. haha kidding. depends on the weather
63. First concert? -never had one
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? -target, walmart
65. Nike or Adidas? -adidas
66. Cheetos Or Fritos? -cheetos
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? -sunflower seeds
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? -wait I forgot the title but it goes like "your on the phone when..."
69. Ever take dance lessons? -no haha
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? -eating/sleeping
71. Can you curl your tongue? -yes
72. Ever won a spelling bee? -no
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? -yes
74. What is your favorite book? -I have many
75. Do you study better with or without music? -depends
76. Regularly burn incense? -what?
77. Ever been in love? -no
78. Who would you like to see in concert? -casual
79. What was the last concert you saw? -on the internet, bastille 
80. Hot tea or cold tea? -cold tea
81. Tea or coffee? -tea
82. Favorite type of cookie? -any type
83. Can you swim well? -no
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? -yes
85. Are you patient? -not really
86. DJ or band, at a wedding? -dj
87. Ever won a contest? -not yet
88. Ever have plastic surgery? -no
89. Which are better black or green olives? -i dont care
90. Opinions on sex before marriage? -cool?
91. Best room for a fireplace? -outside room?
92. Do you want to get married? -yes