Be Strong

Runaway, runaway, I just want to run away

And let all of the nightmares stay.

Forget the people, forget the walls

I won't miss is anyways, because I hate you all

The lies have gone to an extreme,

The drama makes me want to leave.

I want to leave society

And just go away

Forget her, forget you, forget my entire family too

All you've done is cause me pain,

Even though you can't make a rainbow, without a little rain,

I still want to go away..

My rainbow won't be coming soon,

My life is just a hurricane,

And my eyes are pouring rain

I can't believe I'm leaving this way.

My heart is just an earthquake,

With every shake it breaks..

And every time I try to fix it,

It shatters, and I faint

I just want to leave, and forget the world

I don't care how I go, I don't care anymore

I'm on the ground, cause I've fallen hard for you.

Yet I have no strength to get up, maybe I should just give up,

And run away.

Learning

I'm going through stages as I'm burning through pages,

Devouring new phases and elevating to new places,

Feeling new excitement, as I become enlightened,

My pen is on deployment, this page's about to be brightened,

Got a style that could cause mental damage,

So powerful even the gods couldn't manage,

But I'm no fallen angel, nor a heavenly presence,

Just mixing the letters to bring a whole new essence,

Drawing knowledge from the best to put to the test,

Increasing the skill set there is no rest.

Preparation

Harversting like an ant preparing for winter,

Soaking up knowledge like master Splinter,

Looking to the future, with desired plans,

Training and saving to meet my demands,

Burning the past, absorbing the present,

Clearing the mind until thoughts are pleasant,

Learning the physical and the spiritual

Mastering it will take the form of habitual.

Exams

How many thought have I thought since the dawn?

I thought I had thought a great many.

     But, now this is the thing,

     Of the thing's I'm thinking,

I cannot remember any.

How could it be that since six in the morning

My brain had been braining so well,

     But, no this is the bad bit,

     Now I my exams sit,

     My brain does not stir,

     Not a click nor a whirr.

Do I still have a brain? I can't tell.

The trouble began when I tried to revise.

My brain just ignored all in front of my eye.

Which lead me to think that my brain had resolved.

To be stupid, or else had, by strain, been dissolved.

I thought I would risk it,

(though this takes the biscuit)

     My brain aving seemingly died,

I took all my notes

With their place names and quotes,

And I et 'em!

     (to get all that knowledge inside)

My plan might have worked, so it seemed, for my brain had

Since morning been quite on the ball.

But now I concede

That my gravestone will read,

"The man passed no exams at all.

"His life came to nought

"For want of a thought

"In the Examinationings Hall."

Tears

A building in my chest
this betrayal burns
my "friends" turn
their backs to my face
The tears scar my cheeks
they don't show
but they'll always be there
In my mind
I'll never forgive
I'll never forget
Not in a million
years
You can suck up
all you want
but in the back of
my mind
I'm still the burning
girl you left
on fire
to die.