Be Strong

Runaway, runaway, I just want to run away

And let all of the nightmares stay.

Forget the people, forget the walls

I won't miss is anyways, because I hate you all

The lies have gone to an extreme,

The drama makes me want to leave.

I want to leave society

And just go away

Forget her, forget you, forget my entire family too

All you've done is cause me pain,

Even though you can't make a rainbow, without a little rain,

I still want to go away..

My rainbow won't be coming soon,

My life is just a hurricane,

And my eyes are pouring rain

I can't believe I'm leaving this way.

My heart is just an earthquake,

With every shake it breaks..

And every time I try to fix it,

It shatters, and I faint

I just want to leave, and forget the world

I don't care how I go, I don't care anymore

I'm on the ground, cause I've fallen hard for you.

Yet I have no strength to get up, maybe I should just give up,

And run away.

Learning

I'm going through stages as I'm burning through pages,

Devouring new phases and elevating to new places,

Feeling new excitement, as I become enlightened,

My pen is on deployment, this page's about to be brightened,

Got a style that could cause mental damage,

So powerful even the gods couldn't manage,

But I'm no fallen angel, nor a heavenly presence,

Just mixing the letters to bring a whole new essence,

Drawing knowledge from the best to put to the test,

Increasing the skill set there is no rest.

Preparation

Harversting like an ant preparing for winter,

Soaking up knowledge like master Splinter,

Looking to the future, with desired plans,

Training and saving to meet my demands,

Burning the past, absorbing the present,

Clearing the mind until thoughts are pleasant,

Learning the physical and the spiritual

Mastering it will take the form of habitual.